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Thursday, 18 December 2008

" The real act of marriage takes place in the heart, not in the ballroom or church or synagogue. It's a choice you make,not just on your wedding day, but over and over again,and that choice is reflected in the way you treat your husband or wife."
"To be married to a man who makes you laugh every day, ah, now that's a real treat."
I love love love these quotes.
14 weeks til i will see my husband again...<3 yay!
and then....5 1/2 weeks after that til our Little Man is born!
I have been feeling him move so much the last few days.not huge movements but a ton of small ones.its the coolest feeling.knowing theres a baby in me who i am going to be his mommy and david is going to be his daddy.hes gonna be a cutie.one thing that i am most excited for is to see david hold him for the first time.i cant wait. <3

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

i havent been on here in over a year...i thought my xanga was actually deleted but i guess not.
david is gone until the end of march and i miss him extremely much.i miss talking in bed with him at night before falling asleep and waking up to him.i miss joking around with him and doing stupid stuff with him.oh i just miss him.i know i can still joke around with him on the phone and stuff but its not the same.im excited for when he gets back.its gonna be different.its gonna be new to us.were gonna be living in our own apartment in massena and starting our family here.david is going to be working here.when i think about it,its so overwhelming and its a lot to think about.its good but just different.he has never lived here before,where as when we got married we lived in a town that he has been used to a lot of his life but it was new to me.now he is doing that for me.coming to an area that he has to get used to that i have lived most of my life.im so proud of him and all the hard work that he put in to getting this job.hes the hardest worker i know.its a dream come true for us.he has a good job and were gonna have a baby shortly after he gets back and its so real.its crazy.i feel like its not going to happen but it is.
my life makes me smile because i know in all this, God has not given up on me and david and He is the one who has brought us through everything,especially in the last year, whether it be good or bad, and i am so greatful.so so greatful.

Sunday, 18 November 2007

it doesnt feel like its thanksgiving this week.this will be the first time in 20 years that i will not be with my family and relatives for thanksgiving dinner.its weird and im gonna miss it a lot.but im thankful for all the years that i was able to be with them.i remember going to my aunt and uncles when i was little and me and my brothers and sister and cousins would hide and go seek outside and ghost in the graveyard.i couldnt wait all day to go over and eat and play.and then i got more older and we didnt really do that anymore.when my cousins were able to drive, we used to go see a late movie every thanksgiving night. after dinner we would watch the football games with my dad and uncles and brothers then me and my cousins would all go to the movies.im very very thankful to have a close family like that. =) this year i have to work. and david might have to work all day.it will be a good day though. this will be the first thanksgiving that i will be with david on thanksgiving.out of all the years we dated, we decided we would spend thanksgiving with our own families since we lived apart.we may not be able to see eachother much that day but im so thankful i have my husband to be with some of the day and that i will be able to actually see him this year.its exciting! yay! =)

Wednesday, 14 November 2007

so i deleted my myspace.honestly,i kinda miss it but i dont know what i miss about it.the first thing i used to do when i got on the computer was immediately go to myspace.it was preventing my from getting any work done at school.so i deleted it.and im happy.since i have not had it,i have gotten some more work done and i havent gone on the computer as much.maybe when school is out,i will get it again to keep in touch with people but its hard to focus on school work when im on myspace so hopefully this has a good result. so far,its going good though.
=)

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

Getting a dog is like getting married. It teaches you to be less self-centered, to accept sudden, surprising outbursts of affection, and not to be upset by a few scratches on your car.

-i thought this was funny

The real act of marriage takes place in the heart, not in the ballroom or church or synagogue. It's a choice you make / not just on your wedding day, but over and over again / and that choice is reflected in the way you treat your husband or wife.

Marriage is not a noun; it's a verb. It isn't something you get. It's something you do. It's the way you love your spouse every day.

To be married to a man who makes you laugh every day, ah, now that's a real treat. -it definitely is =)

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, and always with the same person.

marriage,its awesome. and being married to david,even more awesome. <3